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Clockwork Orange by RGDart
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First off, I'd like to congratulate you on a job well done. It seems as though you've spent a lot of time on this piece. I love the ste...

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  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: AWOLNATION
  • Playing: Skyrim
I need to do more writing and recently actually re-acquired the motivation to do writing exercises. If you have any inspiration, or ideas for writing exercises, or even for poems or short stories, let me know! If you want, I may post them.

I have recently been diagnosed with anxiety and found out that I have been having panic attacks all year during school. Here is a sampling of my writing, a poem I wrote about anxiety/low self-esteem entitled The Kitten and the Bother.


The kitten and the Bother
Walk down the street at noon
The kitten has no father
The bother came too soon

The latter tilts his head
And says with hearty laughter
"Why, if you were dead
They'd all be better after!"

The kitten starts to mew
In an alleyway at noon
Noticed by indifferent few
She wilts in the heat of June

She does not notice when
Two hands take her, hold her tight
They hide from the world of men
And sleep peacefully through the night
  • Mood: Tired
but fuck the police

Anyway, I haven't submitted anything in like years ;n; I have actually been drawing, I'm just so lazy, too lazy to put shit up. I guess I'll choose something to post.

I've had a rough few months, but it would be a lot worse if I had no one to rely on. IT'S A GOOD THING I HAVE MY DOG. and my boyfriend too i guess idk he's just alright
I could do the catwalk better than most people tbh
it's 11:30 PM and I haven't even started this essay that's due tomorrow, why do I do this to myself??
  • Mood: Happy
because, you know, I haven't updated in eight goddamn months, in which time lots of things happened.
#1, I'm taking a metric fuckton (AKA two) AP classes and too many honors classes and have way way way too much fucking homework and shit and I don't like it, I STILL haven't gotten a chance to try out my new drawing program that my sister bought me
#2 let's just say I had a lousy summer and leave it at that because I don't want to elaborate
#3 I have a lot of homework I should be doing right now
#4 I managed to get a social life, if Star Wars D&D counts as a social life. and I'm dating the dungeon master. which is pretty cool I guess ;)

so no, I'm not dead, just spending much less time online now. (boyfriends apparently take a lot of time? who knew right?) I do wish I had more time to draw and write but I have so little free time now it's devoted to gaming basically because that helps me unwind more than actually doing constructive stuff.

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Cheyenne
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Music lover
Car enthusiast
Anglophile
Bisexual
Turtle appreciator
History buff
Eyebrow fetishist
Agoraphobe
City person
Ninja master
Art and literature critic
ROCK MASTER
Okay maybe just rock lover
Comic book freak
Celebrity stalker
Hewlett-Packard diehard
Feminist
Conspiracy theorist

And above all.... a 16-year-old girl with Internet connection :dummy:
Sexuality: I don't even know anymore
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  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: AWOLNATION
  • Playing: Skyrim
I need to do more writing and recently actually re-acquired the motivation to do writing exercises. If you have any inspiration, or ideas for writing exercises, or even for poems or short stories, let me know! If you want, I may post them.

I have recently been diagnosed with anxiety and found out that I have been having panic attacks all year during school. Here is a sampling of my writing, a poem I wrote about anxiety/low self-esteem entitled The Kitten and the Bother.


The kitten and the Bother
Walk down the street at noon
The kitten has no father
The bother came too soon

The latter tilts his head
And says with hearty laughter
"Why, if you were dead
They'd all be better after!"

The kitten starts to mew
In an alleyway at noon
Noticed by indifferent few
She wilts in the heat of June

She does not notice when
Two hands take her, hold her tight
They hide from the world of men
And sleep peacefully through the night

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:iconwindaddyflex:
Windaddyflex Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Professional General Artist
HI
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:iconroqueofspades:
roqueofspades Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
is your profile picture....
it is....
KING BUMI
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:iconwindaddyflex:
Windaddyflex Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Professional General Artist
Yup! 
There is a fine line between genius and madness...Bumi uses it as a jumprope. 
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:iconroqueofspades:
roqueofspades Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You gots to think of the possibilities ;)
Have you watched Korra yet????
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Madam-Lulu Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I deeply thank you for watching my "work" !! It's a great support for me :iconblushthanksplz:
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:iconroqueofspades:
roqueofspades Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ahh, no problem, lovely! :heart:
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Madam-Lulu Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
And thank you for the llama !!! :love:
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Madam-Lulu Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
^///^
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JWA2277 Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! :iconllama3dplz:
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roqueofspades Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks to you!
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