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Anyway, I haven't submitted anything in like years ;n; I have actually been drawing, I'm just so lazy, too lazy to put shit up. I guess I'll choose something to post.
I've had a rough few months, but it would be a lot worse if I had no one to rely on. IT'S A GOOD THING I HAVE MY DOG. and my boyfriend too i guess idk he's just alright
Anyway, I haven't submitted anything in like years ;n; I have actually been drawing, I'm just so lazy, too lazy to put shit up. I guess I'll choose something to post.
I've had a rough few months, but it would be a lot worse if I had no one to rely on. IT'S A GOOD THING I HAVE MY DOG. and my boyfriend too i guess idk he's just alright
Story ideas wanted!
I need to do more writing and recently actually re-acquired the motivation to do writing exercises. If you have any inspiration, or ideas for writing exercises, or even for poems or short stories, let me know! If you want, I may post them.
I have recently been diagnosed with anxiety and found out that I have been having panic attacks all year during school. Here is a sampling of my writing, a poem I wrote about anxiety/low self-esteem entitled The Kitten and the Bother.
The kitten and the Bother
Walk down the street at noon
The kitten has no father
The bother came too soon
The latter tilts his head
And says with hearty laughter
"Why,
in case you thought I was dead
because, you know, I haven't updated in eight goddamn months, in which time lots of things happened.
#1, I'm taking a metric fuckton (AKA two) AP classes and too many honors classes and have way way way too much fucking homework and shit and I don't like it, I STILL haven't gotten a chance to try out my new drawing program that my sister bought me
#2 let's just say I had a lousy summer and leave it at that because I don't want to elaborate
#3 I have a lot of homework I should be doing right now
#4 I managed to get a social life, if Star Wars D&D counts as a social life. and I'm dating the dungeon master. which is pretty cool I guess ;
I'm a Satanistic heathen, apparently.
Which, for the past few days, has been a rather poor excuse for interesting!
Soooo it might be a good idea to come out here, now, on DeviantArt. A week ago I discovered that I am attracted to teh ladehs as well as men. And I don't really care much if he or she or other pronoun identifies with whatever of the many genders that there are-- that puts me at pansexual. Although, if we wanna get really technical, I already identified as a greysexual, meaning that I very, very rarely experience any sort of attraction at all. Basically, here's how it works. When I am presented with the idea of sex, except in the case of very few people, my response
Unnecessary update on my boring teenage life :P
A bunch of random thoughts from the past few days.
I hate how annoying and uninteresting I sometimes seem online. I'm trying to make friends with a really fucking cool Tumblr person and I just feel like I'm annoying her. I have so much charisma in person that doesn't translate well to writing, and trying to message someone I don't know just reveals how actually shitty my personality is and that I'm really not that interesting if I don't have my sarcasm. Which sucks, because I JUST WANNA BE BEST FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON OMFG.
On the same topic, remember that one time I made a YouTube video and found out what my voice sounds like? I'm so symp
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